Author: Adrian's Got the Moose

The next morning I barely managed to settle my bill, and get a Grab to what turned out to be the back of a warehouse, and not the bus station or office that I expected, even though it was the pickup point listed on the ticket. I sat on the steps of a nearby agricultural bank for half an hour, considering the futility of man, the nature of my self-destructive tendencies, and how the bank staff would react if I got a swag, a portaloo, and an esky full of ice and Pocari Sweat delivered right here and just smiled inanely for the next year.

Finally summoning a herculean level of willpower, I walked to the nearest intersection and hailed a taxi. The taxi driver didn’t speak a word of English, which was fine because I don’t speak a word of Vietnamese. After trying to drop me off a hundred metres up the road, I managed to convince him I wanted to go further, showing him what I hoped was the bus company office on my phone. He then tried to drop me off at a hotel a kilometre down the road, and when I refused to get out he enlisted a staff member who spoke English and we managed, somehow to get to the office.

A few minutes later I was sitting in the office, staring at the bus over the road that I was told was the bus I needed, because I had completely regressed out of object permanence. Exactly on time I boarded the bus.

I was the only Westerner on the bus, and I suspected the only non-Kymer, we were all heading over the border into Cambodia, and ultimately the capital.

Half way through our seven-hour journey we exited Vietnam and entered Cambodia. the whole procedure was done by our guide, who collected passports, got us to wait inside the checkpoint building, then back into the bus for a short trip to the Cambodian side, where the procedure was repeated. Luckily no questions were asked of me, as I doubt I could have recited my date of birth. The Cambodian border town was a graceless monstrosity given mostly over to dubious-looking casinos, and we had a meal break before continuing, and a short stop for me to go to an ATM to pay back our guide who paid my visa fee for me because the fee must be paid in USD.

Hours later, we entered Phnom Penh, passing Wat Phnom and Independance Monument, before stopping at the bus company office. Grabbing my pack, I stepped into the office and begged the WIFI password from the most stunning lady working there. I did a little dance of joy when I discovered that my hotel was a ten minute walk from the office, and I bypassed the Tuk Tuk drivers and made my way to the hotel on foot. There I managed to check in without further incident, where I showered, shaved and and slept for ten hours, the deep, untroubled sleep of children, and idiots.

Ho Chi Minh City. That’s what it’s called officially, but I have yet to hear any native call it that. I don’t think anyone idolises Ho Chi Minh anymore, unless they are required to for employment.

I was staying in a tiny alleyway off Bui Vien Street, a street dedicated to transferring money from international travellers to the pockets of needy locals.

Bui Vien Street does provide just about anything a visitor may require. Food from everything from cheap local fare to overpriced Indian staples. Alcohol at a bewildering level of price points. Clubs with pretty local girls who will love you for either a short time or a long time, depending on your budget and your level of self-denial. Obviously, I felt at home, one could spend months here and not feel a moment of culture shock, and judging by the comfortable stance of some of the Westerners, clearly many only leave the street under sufference.

I had a cheerful and cheap dinner of Cantonese fried rice, washed down with three excellent Beer Saigon Greens. The bill came to less than the borderline inedible pizza I had in Dalat, and I tipped moderately, but enough that a few beers could be bought on the way home for one of the staff.

A walk to the other end of Bui Vien Street showed more nightclubs than I can remember seeing seven years ago, one of which had three very attractive, but very bored local girls dancing on podiums.

The next morning, I made my slow way to the War Remnants Museum.

As is said often enough to become a cliche, history is written by the victors, and the War Remnants Museum reflects this. Almost gleefully, it has a whole section dedicated to the horrific effects of Agent Orange, which is entirely justified, but at least the deformed fetus in embalming fluid has been removed at some point in the last seven years.

Another section was devoted to photographers from many countries, many of whom had died during the conflict, including one of my idols, Robert Capa- “If your photos aren’t good enough, you’re not close enough”. He died how he lived.

Another section featured artwork from children, which tugged on the heart-strings, even though I knew I was being manipulated.

I couldn’t help but notice the faces of the people walking around, many of which I felt, perhaps no better than myself, were only there out of a sense of obligation and were just ticking the box.

After dinner I returned to my hostel and walked up the stairs to check if my laundry was dry and was promptly invited into a drinking session with a sizeable bottle of homemade vodka. The wielder of this vodka was Dave, a Vietnamese-Australian, and his conspirators to this irresponsible drinking were two Russians hiding from Putin’s draft and Greta, a Lithuanian, who was smarter than the rest of us put together.

The rest of the night is a blur of drunken debauchery that need not be documented for the reputation and future marriage and employment prospects for all concerned.

My plan for Dalat was to chill, catch up with my blog and take a break from the heat of humidity. Dalat seemed to be off the beaten track as far as mass tourism goes, and competition for tourist dollars meant I could afford a private room for barely more than a dorm bed in Hoi An. A basic one to be sure, but the lovely owner, after leaving me alone with coffee and some promotional material for tours, led me to the room, where I promptly collapsed on the bed and slept away most of the morning.

The next day I took a convoluted walk to Hang Nga Guesthouse, commonly called Crazy House.

Designed by Dalat architect Don Viet Ngu, the main building is shaped like a giant tree, with design elements such as mushrooms and cave systems.

All I know is that it felt like reading a Lewis Carroll novel while drinking a magic mushroom shake. It was only turned into a guesthouse tourist attraction when the money the architect borrowed to build the place became delinquent.

The next day I took a Grab Bike to the outskirts of the city, to a minor tourist attraction called Two Graves Hill. Which had a convoluted, Romeo and Juliet-style story. Vu Minh Tam travelled to Dalat to study martial arts and fell in love with La Thi Theo, a lady from a poor family. His parents did not approve, and while he was fighting in a war, his love received the false report of his death in combat. Out of grief, she ended her own life. When against his family’s wishes, Tam returned to Dalat to reunite with his lady love, only to find her grave, and laid down next to her and died, heartbroken.

The grave site itself seems much younger than the story seems to indicate, which makes me wonder how true the story is. Nearby are several much older style tombstones, overgrown by Lantana, forgotten and forlorn.

Further investigation into the pine-covered hill showed young people picnicking, construction dump sites (some things are sadly universal), homeless person camps and bizarrely, a campsite for the local Scout camp.

My next stop was Linh Phuoc Pagoda, an impressive complex.

Most of the surfaces were covered in mosaics, a level of detail I have not seen outside of the oldest churches I have seen.

Off to the side of the Belltower was the main Buddha statue, which was epic.

I thought I had seen all there was to see, and I was about to order a Grab back to my hotel when on impulse I followed a group of Koreans to a set of stairs leading below the ground of the pagoda. The first sub-level was entirely devoted to a showroom with some very fancy furniture, the kind of furniture you would need a forklift to rearrange.

Then in the corner I noticed some interesting statues, and some more stairs.

I followed the stairs, which lead into a passage that turned out to be a depiction of an underworld or hell, which didn’t seem to match depictions of any of the common ideas of hell in Buddhism.

Complete with glowing eyes, and sound effects of moans and the clanking of chains. Mildly disconcerted, I departed.

Having survived the sleeper bus, I walked into the Back Home Hotel, just as the excellent receptionist, Hang, was wrangling a host of backpackers through check out and out the door and into a fleet of taxis. Check-in was not going to be possible, but I could leave my backpack and use the downstairs bathroom. I got a map, some recommendations and advice against the local scams and stepped out into the early afternoon heat to search for some coffee and elbow room.

I ate dinner twice at a small place on the edge of the old quarter, picking local specialties both times.

Walking the streets, it seemed that the Cycle Rickshaws were doing a roaring trade, being the preferred transport for Japanese and Korean tourists, perhaps due to the sheer anachronism.

To and from airports, the same tourists seem to prefer to be transported by those elongated golf cart things, which seem little better.

That first night I managed to avoid the touts, and taxi driver mafia, but was shocked by the sheer numbers of tailors, and leather goods shops lining the old quarter, but I had no need for any of them.

But at night, the old quarter shines. The lanterns festooning the shopfronts and strung across intersections and alleyways make for an impressive display.

Even more so, on the Thu Ben River, with the lanterns on boats and the prayer candle boats.

However the mass tourism nature of the place made it not a place easy to relax, and prices for drinks seemed to double within the old quarter, so after a walk through the night market I didn’t linger.

I was here without a lover, and renting a little boat to float down that gentle river, would be incredibly romantic with someone you love, and utterly nonsensical on my own.

Upon this realization I had a strong impulse to run back to my hotel, pack up, pay up and take the first bus out of town. It probably would have been what my more confident alter ego would have done, but it would not have solved anything.

So I stayed and tried to ignore the couples walking hand in hand, along with the bodies sleeping feet away from me in the dorms.

I immediately felt more at home at Hue than I had previously on this trip. While tourism is a welcome addition to the economy, I never got the feeling it was the only thing keeping people out of abject poverty, like I did in Hanoi.

I stayed at Hue Happy Homestay, and my host, Viet, seemed to genuinely care about his guest’s comfort and well-being.

Over fruit and coffee, I decided to book a tour of the DMZ, which in hindsight turned out to be an excellent plan after the visit to the ancient palace turned out to be a major let-down. I am not sure where the 200K Dong ticket price is being spent but it certainly is not on restoration efforts.

Apparently, it was looted by the French, and to my mind, very little of it seemed to provide any historical context or even general interest to the average visitor.

The next morning after a hasty noodle soup breakfast, I was picked up for the tour. Our first stop was at a citadel on the outskirts of town, which featured a memorial to soldiers that fell during the war.

Also within the grounds were the remains of cells, where some South Vietnamese were imprisoned after the fall of Saigon. To three of my fellow guests on the tour, this was very personal, as the father was imprisoned in similar conditions as a young child before immigrating to the USA. And the emotion between him, his wife and his young son was very palatable. It’s worth noting that no one in the tour ever complained about them taking their time after this revelation, including our guide, who like me would not have been alive at the end of the war.

The remains of the Khe Sanh air base was next, and a small museum featured artifacts and photos, with a clear pro-communist slant. here another visitor, Vietnamese perhaps mistaking me for an American, almost forced me to be in a photo with his arm around me.

Near the museum was aircraft, tanks and APCs left behind by US troops.

Further afield was a series of bunkers and tunnels, that would have provided scant protection and comfort to US servicemen and their allies.

The actual airstrip had long ago been dug up and reused for local roads, which is both sad, but the pragmatism is undeniable.

I had planned, here, to sing, roughly but with emotion, the first lines from Cold Chisel’s Khe Sanh,  which is something of an unoffical Ausralian anthem,  but when faced with the opportunity it seemed a pointless, redundant thing, so I had to resort to a selfie. 

We had a nice lunch in one of those roadside restaurants that always seem to be empty except for tour groups, before continuing on.

The penultimate stop was the border crossing of the DMZ, that divided North and South. Now entirely defunct, but highly poignant. How many families had been seperated by this bridge? It was a strange experience, and especially moving to see the Vietmanese-American family.

The final stop was the Vinh Moc Tunnels. An entire village was relocated underground for protection against US bombing.

I managed to keep my claustrophobia under control as I was in the tunnels, which were obviously cramped and uncomfortable and contained kitchens, medical suites and bathrooms. I was grateful to be able to leave, and gladder to know that I have never been forced to live in such conditions.

On the long drive back to Hue, I couldn’t help but think how easy it would be to let the jungle take over and hide these scars of a terrible war. I am not normally in favour of pretending history, both good and bad, didn’t happen. But for the good of the Vietnamese people I could not help but think it was a wound that is best left alone.

After Halong Bay, nothing was keeping me in Hanoi, except that every bus heading south was booked out, and I spent a few hours trying until I gave up, booked the next day and extended my stay in the hostel. I took another walk around Ho Houm Kiem Lake, this time I attracted the attention of a group of uni students, who had been tasked with interviewing a Westerner. They were lovely and spoke perfect if halting English, and we finished up with selfies and I handed over my Moo card which seemed to delight them (who the hell bothers with business cards in 2023?)

Five minutes later I was asked by a cheeky bunch of schoolboys if they could practice their English on me, which I was happy to go along with until they asked me if I was rich, and I made my excuses and kept moving. Five minutes after that this young girl asked the same and invited me to sit on a nearby raised garden bed, and we chatted happily for fifteen minutes while her mum chatted to another lady nearby.

I finished up the day by visiting Saint Joseph’s Cathedral, and a local artists collective where I purchased a few things for Arum and I, which was about the best I could do for her considering our geographical estrangement.

The only other thing I had to do before I departed Hanoi was a tour of Halong Bay. Seven years ago I visited on an overnight trip and had an amazing time. This was not repeated. Halong Bay is too far away from Hanoi to do it properly as a day trip, except in the most perfunctory, tick-box manner. Also, the crowds of different tours all visiting the same sites made me feel like I was on a conveyor belt.

A long bus ride takes us to a building dedicated to explaining the cultivation and setting of pearls to indifferent and impatient tourists. Fifteen minutes later we were herded back onto the bus for a short ride to the port, before being thrown onto a boat.

After a fairly decent lunch most of us made our way to the upper decks for fashion shoots and selfies.

Eventually, we made our way to Titop Island, where we had forty-five minutes to sunbake, swim and otherwise frolic with hundreds of other tourists. I managed to get some swimming done, the first time in salt water this trip.

The next stop was a cave system I never quite managed to get the name of, but needless to say, it felt like every tourist in Vietnam was trying to visit at once, which didn’t do anything positive for my claustrophobia.

However the formations and sunlight shining through holes in the rock made it worth it.

It didn’t help when a pair of either Australian or New Zealander women started screaming abuse at other tourists taking selfies.

The last activity was kayaking or bamboo boating under a low cave entrance, which was nice but I trusted the boats about as much as I trust Hanoi pimps, so I left my phone behind.

The rest of the day involved a slow boat trip back, then the bus. It was a good, but not great day.

Bordering the old quarter of Hanoi is a lake, containing an island on which a temple, Den Ngoc Son, dedicated to Confucius.

It features some nice gardens, carvings and statues, and interestingly to me, a dedicated place to burn offerings to ancestors, a tradition influenced by Chinese beliefs.

As usual, the tourist hordes detracted from the enjoyment, but it was a place of worship still in use by many, so I tried to stay unobtrusive as possible.

That night I had dinner on Beer Street, with people strolling past my low table as I tucked into my rather tasteless vege noodles and drank my beer.

A short stroll after dinner and I watched some traditional theatre. I lacked the language and the cultural background to fully appreciate it, but I did like the exaggerated style and minimal set design all the same.

This experience was mired by the local pimps, who took the opportunity to try to show me pictures on their phones of the ladies who, for a liberal application of currency, would provide me with a short massage followed by a happy ending. This I found as appealing as a rotting fish to the face, and I returned to my dorm bed, mildly drunk and mildly sexually frustrated.

While Hong Kong is in constant motion, a constant buzz of business and human movement, Hanoi is frantic in a more personal way, which I found to be more pleasant, but not inviting.

I was staying at Hanoi Backpackers and Rooftop Bar, a new, purpose-renovated building. It was large, well-designed and completely impersonal and lacking in character. I was staying in a dorm, Hong Kong having depleted my savings much earlier into my trip than I would have liked.

The first morning some beautiful backpackers and I became refugees from the walking tour. After multiple attempts to phone the guide and to catch up with the group, my suggestion to just find a cafe and try the egg coffee was actioned in the absence of better ideas. After a perilous road crossing, we made our way through a dark corridor, up some rickety stairs and to the cafe, where we sat at a counter on the balcony overlooking the road we just risked our lives crossing. I and the three ladies ordered egg coffees, while the only other male, a Dutchman, ordered a black coffee.

A Hanoi specialty, the egg coffee is a result borne from a need for a dairy option in coffee where getting dairy products transported and kept from spoiling was an extreme difficulty. Egg coffee is made by topping up Robusta coffee with a cream made from egg yolk, sugar and condensed milk. It sounds bizarre to anone who has not tried it, but to me is delicious, and more of an after dinner dessert coffee rather than a morning caffeine hit.

After we finished our coffees and a pat with the cafe cat, we walked around Ho Houn Kien Lake.

Plans were discussed for a swim in one of the hostel pools, but I choose to leave them to enjoy that while I hunted out lunch and some more walking.

I had to get out of Hong Kong. While I have a girlfriend there (and no one was more shocked with that development than I), and a ready-made social scene because of her, and a place to stay more homely than a monk’s cell in Chungking Mansions, Hong Kong was sending me broke.

I either had to leave or get a shitty job waiting tables or running a petrol station. Hong Kong is not a kind city to those on a budget, and having done everything I set out to do, if I stayed longer I felt I would end up resenting Arum as I killed time waiting for her to finish work and her other aspects of her life. This would not be fair for either of us. In addition, Hong Kong seems to induce a constant anxiety that while I could push through in the short term, was not something I was wanting to deal with in the long term, even with my supply of anti-depressants.

So I left Arum’s North Point apartment in the early hours, so early the trains had not started yet, but the bus got me to Terminal 1 just as the train would have started. I can’t say it was a tearful farewell, but it was sad, and tentative promises were made. Next stop; Hanoi.

Hong Kong is justifiably famous for its high class shopping, hotels and dining, all with equally high price tags, none of which is much good to me as a backpacker, and who the hell wants a $30 USD glass of wine in the middle of a shopping mall?

My Hong Kong is different. It’s the Philippine domestic helpers making room for me so I can shelter during a sudden downpour. It’s the smile on the Pakistani shopkeeper when I give him the exact change for my mango lassi. It’s the elderly Chinese lady on the train too proud to accept my seat when I offered it. It’s the local staff member walking out to talk to me when I window shop Rolexes, knowing my broke arse is never going to buy one because she’s bored and wants to know about me. It’s the mutual nod with a cigarette-smoking man waiting outside the B4 exit of TST East, because we are both waiting for someone we love.